I am sorry you are not the person you once wanted to be, when you were beginning to see the world with your eyes.
I am sorry you have made choices that have cost you dearly.
I am sorry you have had to part with things that were/are close to you so you can keep things that are/always will be close to you.
I am sorry you arent as happy as you thought you would be when you were here.
I am sorry you have disappointed people, and havent come up to their expectations.
I am sorry I failed you in making you keep on believing in the fact that you're a great human.
I am sorry I cant make things right for you.
I am sorry I cant help you do the 1000 different things you wanna do with your life.
I am sorry you lost your nearest friends.
I am sorry that you're doing okay when you could do great.
I am sorry sometimes I feel you should be gone for the better.
I am proud of you for what you are its real, and honest.
I am proud of you for you made the choices yourself, so you wont atleast blame somebody else for having ruined your life while you watched.
I am proud of you for understanding you cant have everything in life.
I am proud of you for you can find happiness in whatever you have instead of crying over what you dont.
I am proud of you of daring to dream and living it up, your own way.
I am proud of you for not being a criminal.
I am proud of you for knowing its okay to cry yourself to sleep when you cant find a way.
I am proud of you for being able to do things on your own and being of some worth.
I am proud of you for being strong when let down and sailing through with elan.
I am proud of you knowing okay is nice for it could have been worse.
I am proud you're you and you're here to stay.
p.s : You just never know when angels come your way and teach you life, and you just sit there and realised right after it does. So yeah, one tiny blue fairy came across mine and showed me life through her spectacles. Oh wait, she just got rid of them for lenses. She just got into the 9th grade and loves chocolates and fiction and I am in love with her words. She told me it was okay to apologise to yourself as much as it is okay to make mistakes. And thats what I did. Thankyou Meghna !